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Maths Nerds Go Bad







It’s a new day and I like it.

Soft folds of cotton wool mist crept in while we were sleeping and I don’t ask:

“What is out there?”



“What might be out there?”

As the shrouding evokes wonder and possibility.


The noise of the world seems slightly muffled and its bustle muted.



Maybe in our bruised and weary brokenness God says I will hold you tenderly in cotton wool today and hold you safe.

A whimsy perhaps of my battered brain.



You can buy artworks by Abbas Al Aboudi here. Abbas does original works or can replicate your favourite photo… Below is a bit about Aboudi’s life and where this image came from. I asked for a copy of this, an image previously painted, because living through these times I wanted to capture something by asylum seekers for asylum seekers that speaks in their own voice to their own experience of these times. Also, because something of the image speaks to my own journey of starting to write/find my voice.

Painting a lifeline

Turning to art in desperation, he has discovered a way of processing the trauma and depression that threatened to engulf him. Exhibiting daring colour sense, he creates works that are fresh and haunting. One picture shows Aboudi′s handcuffed hands holding a pencil and references the humiliation he experienced while still a resident of the camp.

An Australian refugee advocate had sent him some painting supplies. When he went to pick them up from the parcel delivery centre, the camp guards would not let him back in with them. His pleas falling on deaf ears, Aboudi was at least able to secrete his supplies in a hiding place outside the camp. Later a sympathetic guard helped him smuggle them in. Others depict the despair and hopelessness which is the daily bread of asylum seekers on Nauru. Most of the refugees, including Al Aboudi, can’t return to their countries of origin for fear of persecution and Australia doesn’t allow any refugees into the country who arrived by boat post-July 2013. For many, the future looks bleak.

A glimmer of hope

Al Aboudi, who recently celebrated his twenty-eighth birthday in austere conditions, cracks a shy smile. About a month ago, he was asked by the contracting company that runs the Nauru detention centre whether he would like to be resettled in the United States. Three hours of thorough vetting and several weeks later and still no word.

All Abbas Al Aboudi can do is paint and hope.

My Art is My Saviour,, March 2017

Demonstrators in Australia held paintings by Alaboudi in August this year [2016] during nationwide protests urging the government to end offshore detention of refugees.

Alaboudi was heartened by this use of his canvases, which depict the conditions faced by refugees, such as a child behind bars and a portrait of Omid Masoumali, an Iranian who burnt himself alive on Nauru in May.

The Madness is Eating Us Alive, South China Morning Post, Oct 2016





Today is the day of action/vigil by health, education and community work sector supporters of the ‘Let them land, Let them stay’ campaign to support the closing of off-shore detention centres.  I wear a T-shirt and think: “This is little enough surely.”

Those doctors, nurses, teachers and  psychiatrists working in the detention centres are at the ethical frontline of this issue. The High Court says it’s illegal, PNG government agrees, the UN declares it a violation of human rights. The support workers have to sign gag orders in order to be allowed in but once there…  you have to ask yourself: If I stop work in protest, who will do what little work is allowed? If I speak up will I be fired? Will I be prosecuted? will I be allowed back here? Will my actions affect the conditions here to be worse for the refugees or other staff who might come after me?

First do no harm.

But it’s too late for that. what can we do second? What can we do 4-5 years on for these refugees who are waiting for a place that feels like safe haven?

The bus, the train, the bus, walking across campus. The T-shirt says something and people are reading it. Like doing actions on the high holidays that implicate the structures and powers of the church, wearing this at Uni (and presumably hospitals, schools, etc.) implicates the power and structures of those agencies. Jesus heals, hears their whole truth and they are healed again (Mark 5:25-34).  Jesus’ power heals but then he sits with the woman, with the foreigner, with the unclean and personally engages the message ‘you are other’ with the message ‘you are mine‘.

I imagine someone denouncing me: “You’re not even a doctor, or nurse, or teacher…” and I think, “Yeah, I’m not. I’m not a trained, qualified, practising professional and I still think this is important, how is it you don’t?”

These people are not ‘other’, they’re ours.

Video: Australia’s Detention Camps


Red road



red road
blood road runs
red road runs blood
road runs red
red blood road
runs red


Talitha Fraser



bones pressed
make way for progress
your lips will say no more
no one knows where
the roads leads
but we follow it anyway
to the end
to The End.


Talitha Fraser